dear you,
at the moment, I don't know who you are, where you are, whats your name or even what you look like.
i don't know if your fun and out going or shy and modest.
you probably wont know me either in that case.
or perhaps we do know each other but just don't realize how important we are yet.
all I know is that when we do meet,
time itself will stop.
my heart will melt with love,
and our lives will never be the same. :)
so whoever you are, i'm waiting <3
i was kinda inspired to do this by sberry who did something similar :P
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
love is evil ill show you spell it backwards.....lol i forgot to title this post
i know you need paatience and love cant be rushed
but that still doesnt numb the pain of being crushed
i try and i try and yet still i fail
my broken heart leaves a long bloody trail
i knew full well that his would end wrong
but the problem is that my heart isnt strong
when it comes to emotion i can be cold as stone
but the the strongest rock weeps when it feels so alone
maybe its stupid maybe its silly
i got a long life to live and thats the truth really
what use is a half when you dont have a whole
50% is a big chunk of my soul
all i can do is hope that your out there
and maybe one day i wll find you somewhere
and when i do then life will be great
but im not sure how long i can wait.
let me break it down explain the situation
in thi slife theres plenty of temptation
when its been so long your mind fill with desperation
then you turn to senseless flirtation
you go through a psycological mutation
untill you decide to enact a cessation
every day we face a series of choices
our conscience speaks, you know those good and bad voices
keep in mind there is no fury like gods wrath
will you chose the proper path
only you can do whats right
and the devil aint going down without a fight
what im trying to say is i just wanna feel complete
and im sick and tired of having to compete
im sick and tired of feeling so alone
like life is for me and me alone
im sick of watching all my friends get hitched
and constantly being rejected or ditched
by those i thought i liked alot
and fade in their memories as their memories of me rot
people tell me be patient but their taken already
the longer i wait the more my heart grows heavy
to find her on my own is apparently a crime
because thaey say its a test but it cant be every time
still ill sit here and wait, rejeccted again
using a creative outlet to releive the pain
and ill try try again but itll all be in vain
then ill silently weep till im numb and insane
like my heart is a dragon that the night called love has slain
so i sit and i wait
i wait here for you
this person i wait for i do not know who
but im not alone and they feel it too
she knows exactly all the crap that ive been through
and when we finally meet she will say i do
k well this is inspred from me haveing multiple crushes and all of them end up being taken some secertly some publicly and other hooking up right after i develop feelings for them =( ya my life sux this is basicly a prayer, an ode to hoping tht one day, hopefully sooner rather then later ill find her.. because lets face it, as much as i wanna ignore tht feeling im a teen with raging hormones who is almost a legal adult, im growing up and moving further in life and finding a partner is part of tht whole proces, so if your a nice muslim girl in the gta then ring me up yo ;P
but that still doesnt numb the pain of being crushed
i try and i try and yet still i fail
my broken heart leaves a long bloody trail
i knew full well that his would end wrong
but the problem is that my heart isnt strong
when it comes to emotion i can be cold as stone
but the the strongest rock weeps when it feels so alone
maybe its stupid maybe its silly
i got a long life to live and thats the truth really
what use is a half when you dont have a whole
50% is a big chunk of my soul
all i can do is hope that your out there
and maybe one day i wll find you somewhere
and when i do then life will be great
but im not sure how long i can wait.
let me break it down explain the situation
in thi slife theres plenty of temptation
when its been so long your mind fill with desperation
then you turn to senseless flirtation
you go through a psycological mutation
untill you decide to enact a cessation
every day we face a series of choices
our conscience speaks, you know those good and bad voices
keep in mind there is no fury like gods wrath
will you chose the proper path
only you can do whats right
and the devil aint going down without a fight
what im trying to say is i just wanna feel complete
and im sick and tired of having to compete
im sick and tired of feeling so alone
like life is for me and me alone
im sick of watching all my friends get hitched
and constantly being rejected or ditched
by those i thought i liked alot
and fade in their memories as their memories of me rot
people tell me be patient but their taken already
the longer i wait the more my heart grows heavy
to find her on my own is apparently a crime
because thaey say its a test but it cant be every time
still ill sit here and wait, rejeccted again
using a creative outlet to releive the pain
and ill try try again but itll all be in vain
then ill silently weep till im numb and insane
like my heart is a dragon that the night called love has slain
so i sit and i wait
i wait here for you
this person i wait for i do not know who
but im not alone and they feel it too
she knows exactly all the crap that ive been through
and when we finally meet she will say i do
k well this is inspred from me haveing multiple crushes and all of them end up being taken some secertly some publicly and other hooking up right after i develop feelings for them =( ya my life sux this is basicly a prayer, an ode to hoping tht one day, hopefully sooner rather then later ill find her.. because lets face it, as much as i wanna ignore tht feeling im a teen with raging hormones who is almost a legal adult, im growing up and moving further in life and finding a partner is part of tht whole proces, so if your a nice muslim girl in the gta then ring me up yo ;P
Monday, June 28, 2010
G-20 and my political inspired thoughts
so lately we've had this whole G20 thing and people have been screaming about all these anarchists and thieves, but heres the way i see it. Democracy is a sham, all government is a sham, leading to point
1) the best form of government (like the best form of police) is a non-existent one. think about it. the fact that we are paying someone (mind you we are paying them much more then most of us make as well as giving them houses etc)to make decisions about the government which in the end most of us disagree with. And as yo would expect, waste millions on elections *cough cough USA cough cough. and as if thats not enough, we have the issue of people in power abusing their power. People are blaming all of our problems with the G20 on the anarchists, however anarchy is the solution to our problems. You see people naturally group together with like minded people. meaning the uncivilized will be left to their own unlawful ways (which by the way are completely subjective as people see most laws as redundant anyways) and the caring and peaceful people will group together. anyone within these groups who do not agree with the system will simply be outcast. if other agree with this different thinker, they can follow them and form their own settlement.
which leads to my second point
2) nothing is perfect, you are not perfect, the government is not perfect and laws are not perfect. so if you have a problem with the way things are run, go somewhere else.
which brings me to point
3) everything is relative, believe it or not. everything you know is not a fact but rather a comparison. perfection itself is a comparison of a lack of skill to an abundance of skill. it's hard to explain but everything is relative, just think about it
(btw to the thousands of vuvuzela players out there, shut up, if i wanted to hear buzzing i wouldve trapped a bee in my headphones
well for now thats all i can think about to ramble on for today, let me finish off (for lack of a better idea) with a demotivational poster.
1) the best form of government (like the best form of police) is a non-existent one. think about it. the fact that we are paying someone (mind you we are paying them much more then most of us make as well as giving them houses etc)to make decisions about the government which in the end most of us disagree with. And as yo would expect, waste millions on elections *cough cough USA cough cough. and as if thats not enough, we have the issue of people in power abusing their power. People are blaming all of our problems with the G20 on the anarchists, however anarchy is the solution to our problems. You see people naturally group together with like minded people. meaning the uncivilized will be left to their own unlawful ways (which by the way are completely subjective as people see most laws as redundant anyways) and the caring and peaceful people will group together. anyone within these groups who do not agree with the system will simply be outcast. if other agree with this different thinker, they can follow them and form their own settlement.
which leads to my second point
2) nothing is perfect, you are not perfect, the government is not perfect and laws are not perfect. so if you have a problem with the way things are run, go somewhere else.
which brings me to point
3) everything is relative, believe it or not. everything you know is not a fact but rather a comparison. perfection itself is a comparison of a lack of skill to an abundance of skill. it's hard to explain but everything is relative, just think about it
(btw to the thousands of vuvuzela players out there, shut up, if i wanted to hear buzzing i wouldve trapped a bee in my headphones
well for now thats all i can think about to ramble on for today, let me finish off (for lack of a better idea) with a demotivational poster.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
mind = blown
be warned, the following is very philosophical....i just thought it was pretty prfound and i should write it down somewhere before i forget, also thisway if the idea does get famous i have proof i came up with it. i know its not explained very clearly but i am restricted to text in explaining this concept so if the only 2 ppl (as far as i know) who regularly follow this have any questions then just let me know and ill try to clarify.
alright so this is aimed towards all you people who are either:
a) atheist
b) really bored
c) need something to think about
we live in a 3 dimensional world, in other words everything has a x axis y axis and z axis so to speak.however, we can also think of things as 2 dimensional, and 1 dimensional (meaning just flat lines) because they are less complex than 3 dimensional. we also have a concept of time directly related to the number of dimensions we live in. our 3 dimensional world is based on 3 time periods, past, present and future. a one dimensional world only has present. a 2 dimensional world would only have past and present. What if i told you there was a 4th dimension. so now there is up/down left/right back/forth and 2 more directions. do you think you can even begin to comprehend this dimension? how the world would look if we could see this dimension? wouldnt this change the world forever? it would be like trying to explain colours to a blind person. this blind person can not see colours does that mean they do not exist? if time is related to dimensions, this would also mean that there is a 4th period of time. not past present or future, but something we could not begin to comprehend. now seeing how god is generaly accepted in religion as being omnipresent, doesnt that mean he also exists in this 4th (or even 5th 6th or 7th etc) dimension? people keep using the argument well what was there before god...well there were alternate dimensions which people will never truly understand. not before, not now and not after. if you cant comprehend something as simple as a 4th period of time (in the 4th dimension) how can you comprehend something existing in a dimension which you think does not exist simply because you dont see it
in completely unrelated news, blackholes are links between these dimensions hence why whenever something goes in it never comes out. well it does but just in a different dimension.
also this acounts for things like i in math where the value does not exist, it does, but not in a way that we can plot on a 3 dimensional grid etc etc etc
alright so this is aimed towards all you people who are either:
a) atheist
b) really bored
c) need something to think about
we live in a 3 dimensional world, in other words everything has a x axis y axis and z axis so to speak.however, we can also think of things as 2 dimensional, and 1 dimensional (meaning just flat lines) because they are less complex than 3 dimensional. we also have a concept of time directly related to the number of dimensions we live in. our 3 dimensional world is based on 3 time periods, past, present and future. a one dimensional world only has present. a 2 dimensional world would only have past and present. What if i told you there was a 4th dimension. so now there is up/down left/right back/forth and 2 more directions. do you think you can even begin to comprehend this dimension? how the world would look if we could see this dimension? wouldnt this change the world forever? it would be like trying to explain colours to a blind person. this blind person can not see colours does that mean they do not exist? if time is related to dimensions, this would also mean that there is a 4th period of time. not past present or future, but something we could not begin to comprehend. now seeing how god is generaly accepted in religion as being omnipresent, doesnt that mean he also exists in this 4th (or even 5th 6th or 7th etc) dimension? people keep using the argument well what was there before god...well there were alternate dimensions which people will never truly understand. not before, not now and not after. if you cant comprehend something as simple as a 4th period of time (in the 4th dimension) how can you comprehend something existing in a dimension which you think does not exist simply because you dont see it
in completely unrelated news, blackholes are links between these dimensions hence why whenever something goes in it never comes out. well it does but just in a different dimension.
also this acounts for things like i in math where the value does not exist, it does, but not in a way that we can plot on a 3 dimensional grid etc etc etc
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